Why Should I? – Day 43, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

“Get up!”
My mind yells yet,
Can’t find the motivation to rise fast enough.
I don’t know why,
Nor do I care to find out.
I’m exhausted from trying to find a reason to move forward.
I just…
Want to jump to my feet,
And,
Wash my face without contemplating why I’m even awake,
Asking myself If I’ll ever be happy again or,
If I’ll ever be loved by someone full of joy when looking into my tired eyes.
Eyes I can hardly keep open when at a job where I feel confined.
Where more time passes as I realize,
A simple hug I will not receive furthermore.
“Get up!”
“But,
Why should I?”
Is all that I yell back while tying my shoes for another day I’m forced to live through in this superficial world…