"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Maybe,I don't know myself enough,After all.Everytime I get a bit of free time,I find myself plastered on to a wall!Trying to decide what to do,Where to go,And,Why?Without a reason ever coming to my mind…But,Here I am!Walking down the Lower East Side,Until I'm flattened by upsetting thoughts I couldn't iron out with my,Self.My inner-child hanging on... Continue Reading →
Luster of moonlight radiating off of splattered blood will blind most who come across it.I,For one,Would rather admire the one Tulip that wasn't stained on a battlefield I've never fought in.The world may be as ugly as our darkest desires,But,That doesn't mean beauty doesn't surround us everywhere we go.Just,A choice we're given the minute we... Continue Reading →
Wears and tears,Crackles of beauty and experience my eyes and eardrums marvel at and jump to.Vibrations sparking memories of old allowing me to feel new as I'm reminded of Father Time,Passing by,As each petal withers in a way we never can.More glamorous than ever,Regardless of the shimmering pain glowing into our pupils.Pupils hungry for the... Continue Reading →
Chit-chatter.Gossip.Labels.Stigmas.What do they matter when you're doing all that you can to keep it together?They may stick for a while,But,With enough solution,The adhesive loosens,And,There you have it.An opportunity to strip off the jealousy and hatred of another vows to dress you in.Nothing's permanent…Not a single flailing desire.Not a single bead of sweat dripping from pressure... Continue Reading →
The future is the future,The past is the past,The present is the present.All intertwined,Yet,Within separate lines of existence.Either or cannot draw breath without the other,But,Singling one out will demolish your mind and cover,Your sanctity in debris from the destruction of peace you claim to covet… Prying your future will delay an image you'll fail to... Continue Reading →
Silence feels like a rarity,Nowadays,Doesn't it?As if sitting with your thoughts is a reason to discard humanity.Viewed as a punishment compared to finding solace in a covenant of vanity,Formed by a group of individuals who couldn't play their cards right even with a hand in each,Kind of pocket you can think of,As a joker glossing... Continue Reading →
Past,Present,Future,How does it all work?How do they all intertwine?The wounds interwoven with a stitch received in each phase of time.If you ask me,We're all grains of sand,Within an hour glass,Being squeezed through the middle of what lies,Between a top and bottom assimilating into what the other was when the script of our life,Is flipped in... Continue Reading →
A bulldozer is what I intend to be.Obstacles are a part of life,And,It's our job to run them over.Some never clock in,But,I'm locked in and see past the lack of acceptance.Whether or not others forgive me,I forgive myself for what I did in my rocky past,Moving on from the horrid man I was becoming.There's no... Continue Reading →
Blank pages,For me,Are oceans of solitude and solace I can drown inside of,With a smile I can't find elsewhere.The susurations of loose-leaves falling on my deaf ears,Vibrate the kind of love I look for in the palms of another.Palms I wish I was holding on to while surrounded by so many doctors smothering my faith,For... Continue Reading →
"Get up!"My mind yells yet,Can't find the motivation to rise fast enough.I don't know why,Nor do I care to find out.I'm exhausted from trying to find a reason to move forward.I just…Want to jump to my feet,And,Wash my face without contemplating why I'm even awake,Asking myself If I'll ever be happy again or,If I'll ever... Continue Reading →
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