Freewrite #2: A New Day To Be Loved

So used to going through this Day without a single message from anyone I love.
Before,
I’d cry,
Silently,
Like a Man too afraid to chase his dreams when Push comes to Shove.
Now?
Smiling even if my happiness and peace isn’t popular amongst others who’ve shown me conditional love…

Why?
Just because.
A new day,
A new week,
A new month to be loved!
By the Man staring at me inside of my mirror.
Something I couldn’t quite do,
Until I stood from the ground while refusing to be bitter.
Understanding the fruits of life?
I had to plant a set of seeds that inevitably differ!
From every Tree that kept me in Weeds clouding me from noticing the bigger picture…

A frame of mind I’ve fought so hard to achieve against all odds.
A mission I’ve been on with succession while I get even with a false God,
Regardless of multiple attempts of Him trying to make my ball drop,
Anywhere I court faith in The One that can’t ever be defeated!
In a world rotting by its own ignorance for no good reason…