Passing ‘Em Around

You said you want me,
But,
You left me,
Inside of an abyss I’m resting in.
Flames burning my rotting flesh I’ve sinned in,
Repeatedly,
While wetting this…
Seed in my mind trying it’s best to grow…
Grow out of this endless tug of war with demons trying their best to show…

But,
Nowadays?
I rather feel up on Death,
Instead of pleasuring a Scorn syphoning my energy.
Kicking me while I’m down even with suicidal thoughts festering.
Already born to a family trying to get the best of me.
Last thing I need?
Is a woman entering her hands inside of pockets she’d Marry if they weren’t so empty…

Anything goes is our recent Mantra,
But,
I want no parts of,
A self-destruction straying me away from God’s love…
A joyous union manifesting right before our eyes,
Rather than a faulty construct.
Made by Sloth,
Lust…

Yet,
We come with a sinful nature,
Don’t we?
Forcing our children to inherit every habit whether it’s a drink,
Some bogies.
Or,
The infidelity we keep on the low…

See…
We don’t realize how much we hurt ourselves,
When induced by Smoke gathered by another…
I don’t want to mess around and give out “I Love You’s” I don’t mean,
Before the smoke clears as my heart jumps as if struck by Thunder,
The moment I see a face I’ve never loved,
In place of who I claimed to be the most beautiful in a world where we’re smothered…
By illusions…
All around us…

Peace & Love,

Stay Blessed 💜