"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
I miss my mother on some nights,Especially,When I strike out with women my heart chooses to center in a shrine of love I've now abandoned.Nowadays,I can't fathom the thought of dying alone,But,I'm trying to with how desensitized I am by the rejections I've grown accustomed to.What does my heart have to lose?Even mom hates me,Although,I... Continue Reading →
I see you from a far,And,Wonder who you are,Deep down inside as I notice every scar,So beautiful to me...But,As soon as you get close enough,The brighter it becomes when I get blinded by the ring,I didn't place on a hand I want to hold close to me...A queen is what I see,Every time I lay... Continue Reading →
Is it a date?Is it a meeting between two artists trying to paint a new picture around lives in need of more color?Are we just,Using this as a way to kill time,Imagining how it'd be like if we had the company we wish we had in front of us,Over some food while we both feel,Blue?Or,Am... Continue Reading →
You think you like what you like,Until you witness the kind of love within a family only your body,And,Soul can create with another unlike yourself.It wasn't until I laid eyes on a bond that couldn't be broken,Even if they'd try their hardest,Where my confusion trickled out of my eyes in streams of tears I found... Continue Reading →
A chrysalis frozen in place for the rest of eternity.A cocoon desperate to hatch a handful of regrets rather than spirited paternity.A lifeless vessel adorning vanity more than selflessness opening the door to paradise.We're hurting deeply,Aren't we?Too despise the thought raising children made me,Cry internally.Tears as salty as an ocean too dangerous to drink from... Continue Reading →
Sex is already weird to begin with as a man who stands by his prudence.What's weird is a human's need to mix fluids,Rather than diving deep!Into each other's mind while becoming fluent,In love languages most of us don't speak,Anymore… Weirdly enough,Romance is dead,In exchange for lust,Many buy into for a moment in bed,At the cost... Continue Reading →
Being aroused is a feeling I don't want to feel any longer,Unless I'm with the love of my life,Whoever that may be.Happily married.Underneath a canopy of warmth,Devotion and endearment built by our need to look each other in our naked eyes and say,I love you.Sexual inclinations,To me,Mean nothing if you're not with the lover of... Continue Reading →
Stirring the pot,Was a burial plot,While I was smoking a lot,Of what I never needed in a life full of murkier spots,I've been busy trying to make a painting out of,Instead of choosing to rot,Inside of a self-made prison created by dirtier thoughts,Washing away with every tear that I drop,In good faith… I know I... Continue Reading →
Who cares about anyone's opinion?I'm more worried about making good women smile in a world full of raging idiots,As my way of saying sorry for once being one myself…So,You can joyfully kick rocks over to your own grave when criticizing me.I've made mistakes,But,I've owned up to them!Entirely.Winded,But,Well worth the effort to release this madness stuck... Continue Reading →
Love… At what point are we supposed to give it away with a set of conditions attached?All I know is,After applying conditioner to a scalp rinsed of yesterday's troubles,Nothing's smoother than each strand of hair gliding along callused hands… Maybe,Certain prerequisites were required before I graduated from "higher" learning…Bottles of Remy were not the solution... Continue Reading →
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