Fat Again! – Day 186, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

Fat again!
But,
Who am I to blame anyone else besides the man ordering a slice too many?
Oh,
How I’d love to scorn everyone who’s hurt me.
Any one igniting the kind of anger convincing me to be beligerant.
Nonetheless,
What good does that do for anyone?
Isn’t that just a burst of energy imploding all that’s good within a core that should be full of love?
Love indestructible of all things?
Isn’t that just a cop-out from facing your feelings no matter how hot and red your cheeks get?
Sometimes we have to sweat,
After all.
Melting away that cushion of comfort keeping you in a stagnant position.
Maybe,
Running towards who you’ve been afraid of all along,
Is what will help you leave behind each pound of weight your shoulders and back can no longer hold…