F The Tooth Fairy!

Sick…
Of so many things!
But,
Mostly how we show each other love in the strangest of ways.
Like,
Our greetings on most days.
Some start by saying,
“Hey!
How’s everything?
Hopefully you’re doing swell!”
Ending it there without a restraint even if they notice you aren’t doing too well.
You might even get a pat on the back,
Maybe one on your ass,
And!
A big ole’ middle fin- I mean smile to go along with that…

Damn…
Never thought it’d get to this point.
Where I’d find myself stuck in a train while thinking to myself how to void every choice I’ve made as I silence my voice.

Pain!
If only we didn’t have to feel it.
Conceal it in a world full of illusions while you trot through a field of,
Lies revealing intentions hidden in plain sight…

Hard not to settle for that ‘algorithm’ whether or not we warm up towards a God who’s given,
About zero miles worth of our attention.
There’s something about what’s ‘artificial’ to our heart as we try to paint a life worth living.
Like an artist trying to find his or her self in a mound of acrylic.
Sketching out a diamond out of soil where Rosarium grow in the midst,
Of a house full of demons on a mission,
To breach and destroy every bit of joy when smitten,
By everything we can’t see while seeking just a bit of validation,
For every second,
Minute,
Hour we spent sweating,
Manifesting a vision tested by,
Our patience…

We all get bored,
Don’t we?
But,
When you chalk things up to what reality is meant to be,
An abundance of peace,
You’d draw out however it looks like,
In your eyes,
And focus on what’s outlined outside of darkness where not a single soul is allowed to sleep…

Sleep.
Because,
When were you last able to?
With all that smoke swirling around you as a veil to,
Protect you from pulling on a frail tooth,
You’re supposed to keep strong with every wash instead of whining over pain and whoever pays attention to it.
You have not gotten any shut eye and I guarantee it,
Too!
This isn’t an attack on your character…
But,
On what you feel and choose destroying your sense of being…

Can’t you see?
There is not a single tooth fairy in sight!
Just,
A pillow full of thoughts coming at a cost,
The further you go into rock bottom for the price!
You paid over how everybody in your past acted in the end.
Just,
Lay it all to rest,
Don’t let it get into your head!
And.
Make your bed at night…
And day.
Every moment that you wake.
Especially,
As the sun shines on another opportunity to coin a different way,
Of life…