If you’re wondering where I’ve been?
Climbing out of an abyss.
I do think about many moments I’ve missed.
Accumulating as my anxiety rises.
But I do ask,
Where are you during my mental crisis?
I’m still here,
Because I can’t jump off bridges already burnt,
Even though I’m trying….
Think about it.
Same way I had to while I was drowning,
In bottled up tears strangers drink from more.
Getting drunk on stage with what I pour,
From the core.
Must admit though,
I like it that way.
Only way I can stay on track and navigate…