Haloz & Hornz

As the can opens, Devils sing and demons March. When atonement shall be sought, Rebels drink to treason wrought, By their own creators... Viscious circles sucking life out the innocent. Ways of life syphoning the energy we use to press against, A mold already hardened by the fires of hell, I, Myself, Have ignited with... Continue Reading →

Quils & Thrills

At times, I live a little backwards, With evil intentions over pain lashed against my back, Revenge, Or vengeance... I've questioned my worth a plethora of times, Shouting, "Am I worthy?" Rather than claiming, "I am..." But, Like a nerd standing in the middle of Baywatch, I can't hassle with white girls, Being that I'm... Continue Reading →

Darkest Hourz

Eerie it feels when you reach out and don't get an answer. Afterwards, you turn kind of zombie like and just stare at the next wall that you see. Darkness embodies your mind as you no longer can reach for that phone for anyone who decides to call back. Then, thoughts and decisions come to... Continue Reading →

Moral Compass

If you're wondering where I've been? Climbing out of an abyss. I do think about many moments I've missed. Missed calls, Ignored messages, Accumulating as my anxiety rises. But I do ask, Where are you during my mental crisis? I'm still here, Because I can't jump off bridges already burnt, Even though I'm trying.... Think... Continue Reading →

Favorite Songz On Repeat

Hardly do I ever wake with a smile, But, Today I did. I wondered why, Then, Thought of her and relieved my soul of this on going, Mental crisis... Only reason why I'm confused? Never does my heart hump at the thought of anyone, Accept the one I was meant to lose... But, Then I... Continue Reading →

Throwing Rockz At A Glass House

What's the point in building a house where destruction lies? I sleep in the middle of debree. The minute I step foot on ground, Glass cuts, I scream. Cold, Winds I breathe, Life isn't as sweet, As once thought when glass walls shatter... I'm just trying to get up out my mind... I'm trying to... Continue Reading →

Proper ’12

They want you when you're under spotlights. But, When I step into the dark, They hate what they see and lock eyes, On what they now call a monster. Proper. Funny how I'm writing this at 12, Like Conor. Thinking all about how I left all the demons in my corner trying foster, An angel... Continue Reading →

Adjustin’ My Glassez

I want to give a hug or two, But, It's hard for me. Sometimes, All I can think about is how to clog my arteries. So much food for thought while I commit Arseny. On different bits of paper away from those I keep far from me! God forbid they get burnt by the lighters... Continue Reading →

Chamberz Of Pain

A stage, Is not a stage, But, A chamber of healing. I've bled. Lost my sense of hearing momentarily, As my voice box felt like it was coming to a close. All to pour out a tsunami that seemed virtually endless from the inner depths of my bleeding heart. But, One thing is for sure.... Continue Reading →

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