Not A Garderner By Choice – Day 176, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

How have I endured the pain of your loss?
Not a single clue I can conjure up,
As it was your image that was magic to my eyes,
Watered by your absence.
Oh,
How I’ve grown from every seed you’ve planted.
In a garden we both took the time to grow.
Until it was time to,
Mow it all down and bury new life within soil that has yet to die.
Soil littered by my short comings,
Until I was brave enough to sweep away the weight I thought I couldn’t lift.
But,
Here I am.
Another day,
Another page.
Another moment where I smile regardless of the pain.
Oh,
How I’ve endured?
Only God knows why while I wipe each tear from your loss off of my restless face…