You never really knew me,
Never cared,
Nor bothered to.
Never did your heart choose to grab hold of the love I’ve offered you,
Instead of all the jabs I’ve thrown in defense of my honor you,
Beat down every time I’ve fallen.
To the Woes of a world where pitch forks reign supreme at most dinner tables full of roaches crawling…
Weren’t you supposed to show me love regardless!
Of Satan’s contention against your will to be uphold innocence?
Yet,
I’m the only one left to make sacrifices of benevolence no matter what my intentions speak!
And,
I’m confused.
Because,
I’d rather cause contusions in the mind of a fruitless soul I had a branch off of,
I guess…
When you fall far from a tree you grew on without being properly watered,
A bitter taste fills your mouth with each piece of dirt in every bite taken from an apple gone rotten…
Worthless…
It is going back and forth with someone who’s lost “it!”
A monster frothing with spit is what I see talking back to me as I make my way back to my bathroom faucet!
But,
Before I get lost in the thought of ridding myself from existence over your treachery,
I rather remind myself that a “Mom” full of love was,
Never meant for me.
There’s a reason why I’ve always looked to the sky,
Instead of family subjecting me!
To Hell fire.
Maybe that’s why,
I chose to control Flame in my palm and blow smoke towards each demon that inspired!
Change in my eyes through Poetry God wired me to write…
m3l0dicverse 
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