"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Riddle me this,Riddle me that,Goes the monster in my mind.Besetting my soul until I manifest my need for love into a burning blunt,As I roll down further through the hottest depths of this inferno I've created unintentionally.But,On some days,God tames that beast salivating for my flesh,Like tonight.A subtle growl here and there,Yet,My lips are sealed... Continue Reading →
Rumblings of a stomach starving for change,Try to alert my glossy eyes of what I should look away from.They try,And try!But I seem to freeze at the sight of what plagues my mind with hysteria… An ice block too cold to hug and feel when staring at each flare of hate shot towards my inner... Continue Reading →
Not much to say when you wake up knowing how lonely your day will be.Nor is there many things for you to do except bring a daydream into reality,My chance for me to sit and conjure a smile through an art defining a life going by unnoticed.And,Does it ever strain my peace of mind?Does it... Continue Reading →
Recently,Haven’t really been able to write.Been more focused on this feeling inside of my chest so,Daunting.Yet,I rise every morning with a mission in my mind to,Live,Even if,I would rather wither away in a grave of some sort.After all,My world tells me to die often.Besides a Mom who’d rather see me in a coffin,As I’ve been... Continue Reading →
To be be given solitude during a period where your ailing heart needs an escape? A blessing in disguise bedazzled with our tears, frozen into ice chained to our necks and wrists in respect to whatever our personal mission is. After all, freedom is just a figment in our imagination involuntarily engineered ever since man... Continue Reading →
In a state of Saudade,Longing its touch while I'm befogged in Earth's ramada.Faith seems to be lost at times,But,Still I mound each of its problems on my fragile back,Holus-Bolus… No reward expected,From Humans as fragile as I…Un abrazo,Necesito yo.I need to be embraced,Still.I do feel as if I'm loved like any other.But,Staring into my bathroom... Continue Reading →
Just, trying to be fine with some avocado and toast. A simple dish to start off a morning already rocky for a guy looking for his place in the world. Problem is, has been intruding for way too often, unannounced and forces itself on you. How do you put it to rest and feel the... Continue Reading →
Lost in the confines of confusion.Only question I can think of,Am I human?Remote,Yet,Internally out of control for as long as I can remember.Emotions flickering sporadically above an ember lit by the flames of my temper.And,All it did was grow.Grow until my flesh felt its burning touch,Enough for me to pop and set free an influx... Continue Reading →
So many symptoms of Loneliness to count.But,None rattles you more than the symptom I call,Forgetfulness.That state of mind where you forget how and what it's like to bond with another. That state of mind where you forget what it's like to smile and feel happy as you were years ago.That state of mind where,You forget... Continue Reading →
Thinking yourself to death is completely, utterly possible. Some days, Life gets you so frustrated to the point where memories, what ifs and other countless thoughts race through your mind without a finish line in sight. And, you have no other choice but to deal with that ball of pain sitting in the middle of... Continue Reading →
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