Lost in the confines of confusion.Only question I can think of,Am I human?Remote,Yet,Internally out of control for as long as I can remember.Emotions flickering sporadically above an ember lit by the flames of my temper.And,All it did was grow.Grow until my flesh felt its burning touch,Enough for me to pop and set free an influx... Continue Reading →
Can’t Remember If I’m Ill
So many symptoms of Loneliness to count.But,None rattles you more than the symptom I call,Forgetfulness.That state of mind where you forget how and what it's like to bond with another. That state of mind where you forget what it's like to smile and feel happy as you were years ago.That state of mind where,You forget... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #29: Thinking Too Damn Much
Thinking yourself to death is completely, utterly possible. Some days, Life gets you so frustrated to the point where memories, what ifs and other countless thoughts race through your mind without a finish line in sight. And, you have no other choice but to deal with that ball of pain sitting in the middle of... Continue Reading →
Side Eyez
Supercilious side-eyes are given towards my person throughout the city. I do not know why, But I digress... Because, aren't we all bags of flesh carrying scars we decide to show only when someone has a hand inside? Intransigent I become when it feels as if I'm preyed upon by decrepit souls worn out by... Continue Reading →
Lonely Excursionz
In a journey where you may appear alone, you'll learn the true intentions of people, what people have used you for. And, how love and forgiveness is the only solution in a world divided by glaring deceit only seen when one decides to see it... Having no one at all to fall back on for... Continue Reading →
Cricketz At The Dinner Table
So hard to write during moments like these. Where you sit at your dinner table, Gently poking away at some roasted chicken, White rice and a small container of half-eaten red beans. A cup full of Pepsi that's been sitting in the fridge for a while, Lost of its crisp travel down through your brittle... Continue Reading →
Suicide Notez
Have you ever had a pain, In your head, That doesn't go away? For days. Weeks. Months at a time while becoming crazed, Internally? What is truly hurting me? The question driving me insane, Into fits of rage. Clothed by my anger and the memories I hate... Can't remember when I didn't have them. Havent... Continue Reading →