"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Honestly,Writing’s been quite different ever since I began my journey to sobriety.A journey where I don’t half-ass it like I’ve been for the past couple of years.Smoking my troubles away,As soon as I feel any kind of pain,While repeating to myself,“Today will be the day!”Yet,Can’t find the courage to ever let Mary Jane go.Even if... Continue Reading →
Thoughts I write up,Like day jobs and strike one.Batter's up,While I'm boxed in,On a search for diamonds without a need to buy one.I'm shining!Glass cups to my lightbulb while I light blunts.I'm dining alone with many knives,A,Will to survive with demons in mind,Who believe I should die!Regardless of all my beliefs in Christ... But,I let... Continue Reading →
Alluring are those eyes resting beneath each curl of hair.More like,Coils wrapping my mind around the thought of moving them aside to,Kiss those lips if you dare.Poetry,Is the way you flow with me inside of a world I conjure when I’m blowing trees,Convincing you to go with me,Into a world where I’m sewing these wounds... Continue Reading →
Reputation already buried deep in the garden of a person equivalent to my being!My reflection.Reacting to everything I shouldn't ever pay attention to,As I rather put my two cents into an equation I've been trying to solve at the cost of my sanity and trending hues... Whether it be blue for the ink patching up... Continue Reading →
Reaching climax isn't so hard,When all one has to do is explore the body till you hit the right spot,On repeat.So easy to notice each curve bending your reality to fit in,Just right,Beside the woman you have dreamed to be your mistress.But,I have a question most are afraid to answer.What if I am absent of... Continue Reading →
A reflection was needed more than a rhyme with how erratic,Yet,Predictable they have been.They,A family wretched in nature while ridden by demons who've they've joined forces with.Dead of dreams while smothering any hint of light beaming towards their person… What am I to do?How do I escape the clutches of withered souls who quench their... Continue Reading →
God is everything.And,I'm not a preacher trying to reach you.More like a teacher already tested by life trying to teach youth.Really,Whomever may come across me while I seek truth... Yet,How do you obtain it?The trend most are into nowadays in,A city bound to cave in to temptations,Of raising a cup of Koolaid up to our... Continue Reading →
"Don't really want to be here,But,I'm here without a choice and I can't complain.Still alive,Breathing in prana while I disengage,From my demons cornered in a mind that is now enraged!And,Motivated more than ever,In a period where opinions don't matter to a man trying to sever,Ties to a Devil gripping my collar,While I laugh at his... Continue Reading →
Dying,On an earth that allows you to breathe.On an earth that allows you to eat.On an earth that allows you to drink.On an Earth that allows you to,DreamEverything we need to make our exit as graceful as possible...
Loved.To be loved,Is all I desire.My only question is,If I truly did love myself,Would I be feeling this way in the first place? I only ask because,Remembering the last time I've heard those magical three words our hearts melt over is quite difficult.Not a single thought bubble sprouting above my head with a memory,No image... Continue Reading →
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