Dreamin’ On Snake Way

Rest.It slips away from your mind when you're addicted while lonely and stressed.No longer is it in your grasp until you let go of what burns in your soul to no end.Crisped insidiously by a joint lit by the pain in my chest!But,It's time for a new story to be authored while repenting for each... Continue Reading →

Will He Ever Learn?

Journaling my heart away becomes much more difficult as I keep struggling to stay silent.Sure,My soul loves to sit down and philosophize until sunrise,But,With all due respect to myself,What am I really doing?What can possibly be accomplished while I take another drag from a Joint full of lies and,Buds sparking memories exhausting a vessel asking... Continue Reading →

Banana Peelz

I want to be better than I’ve ever been.And,Every time I smoke I’m fallen after taking every hit.Boxed in by a sedative alleviating nothing but my readiness,To burn a bridge only leading me into a Hell I’m in.Meant for a soul dead of any light no matter where you look inside of itDespite of its... Continue Reading →

Expired!

The past me is outdated.Stuck having dinners with Mary Jane and His demons while feeling jaded.Jaded by the race against time and how unworthy he has been to ever be embraced,By anyone as His inner child cries for love He yearns to give away... It's a shame,Really...Because,He's beyond amazing!Carries many flaws,But,Believe me,He's begot a state... Continue Reading →

Press Decline, It’ll Change Your Life…

Honestly,Writing’s been quite different ever since I began my journey to sobriety.A journey where I don’t half-ass it like I’ve been for the past couple of years.Smoking my troubles away,As soon as I feel any kind of pain,While repeating to myself,“Today will be the day!”Yet,Can’t find the courage to ever let Mary Jane go.Even if... Continue Reading →

Sober Thoughtz

Sober thoughts are so exciting!Like,Being able to smile without feeling like a criminal on the loose.Like,A trip to Coldstone just because I can while having nothing to lose.Often I scream for the freedom my inner child's demanding for good reason!But,Fear of a different life shrouds my mind,Till I'm inclined to buy a dime at the... Continue Reading →

Air It Out

Probably not the only who wishes they had a best friend.Someone you text when you wake up rather than sitting on your bed,Vexed about it all.Someone I can call any time my mind bounces from wall to wall,In ballistic fashion.Because,I'm just worn out by emotions I wear on my sleeve,Even if they make me mad... Continue Reading →

Momma Earth (Continued & Finished)

The Earth is home,Yet,We soil it with concrete and skyscrapers.Sunshine so bright,Some eyes go blind,But,At least I have mine still in tact!To see every lie planted along the edges of my garden,The weeds I cut every morning after I yawn and,Stretch my arms while reaching for the stars… Dying,On an earth that allows you to... Continue Reading →

Lost To The Dagger

What's it mean when you sit down and,Can't utter a single word out nor,Express how you feel any moment you try to let go?Of everything.Everything weighing your mind down into a darkness you've promised you'd never fall back into… Tell me,What does it?Because,A heart can't keep beating to the echoes of silence while isolated from... Continue Reading →

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