"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Had to take a minute to sit down and reflect on my state of mind hoping I can get to know myself a little bit more. Because, as much as I love to write my heart away, my palms itch for some difference. Something to take my eyes away from memories I'm sick of replaying... Continue Reading →
Masks.Seems fitting for some.Particularly those who have something to hide and run from.Others are forced to wear a mask while "Those" feel the need to wear one.And,It's much more sickening than disease itself.Because,Most of us have lived with the risk of dying ever since our birth was dealt,To a vessel we are responsible to upkeep... Continue Reading →
Seduced by the thought of getting my hands dirty,Just,In ways you would never think I'd be.Like,Grabbing a cup of Tea at your favorite restaurant for a chance to feed!Your soul with love you've wanted for as long as you've known,Only God knows... Whether it's a ketchup stain on a pair of slacks when I lack... Continue Reading →
"Numbskull" is the result of a fool way too attentive to those who despise their existence and,I find myself dealing with such circumstance.More often than not,My skull feels numb all throughout its left side and,Makes me wonder why I even hurt myself by chasing those who let me slip from the edge while watching me... Continue Reading →
"Eres mas lindo en el foto..." Well,Sorry,Not sorry!I didn't know that I was here to give you starry eyes,While I'm sparring with my demons.I'm just here for a job,A simple drop off that you complicated by the lust you are seeking.Yes!I couldn't help but peep it,Too.That fat ass and those brown curls,But,What I see in... Continue Reading →
Thoughts I write up,Like day jobs and strike one.Batter's up,While I'm boxed in,On a search for diamonds without a need to buy one.I'm shining!Glass cups to my lightbulb while I light blunts.I'm dining alone with many knives,A,Will to survive with demons in mind,Who believe I should die!Regardless of all my beliefs in Christ... But,I let... Continue Reading →
Nowadays,I'm feeling good now that I pray more.Nothing else in my mind besides the hand that I raise for,A moment to write a line about the life that I crave for,A life I will live no matter what is on stage pouring out of my mind… Doesn't matter how dark the memory.I chose the light... Continue Reading →
Alluring are those eyes resting beneath each curl of hair.More like,Coils wrapping my mind around the thought of moving them aside to,Kiss those lips if you dare.Poetry,Is the way you flow with me inside of a world I conjure when I’m blowing trees,Convincing you to go with me,Into a world where I’m sewing these wounds... Continue Reading →
You know,I accept it.That I'm not worthy of love from another.I don't even care,I just,Want to play a video game without feeling guilty.Want to take a walk through a garden without past demons trying to fill me with doubt.I just,Want to look into my mirror and be fine with what's there,Entirely.Not just one or two... Continue Reading →
Reputation already buried deep in the garden of a person equivalent to my being!My reflection.Reacting to everything I shouldn't ever pay attention to,As I rather put my two cents into an equation I've been trying to solve at the cost of my sanity and trending hues... Whether it be blue for the ink patching up... Continue Reading →
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