Happy New Year!

Happy New Year!
Zero calls,
Nor a single message seen.
Riddled by pain as old as,
Me…
Yet,
Regardless of the same ole’ turn out,
Another night where I’m reminded of my lack of family and friends in such an absurd house,
Full of demons sipping tea with everyone so,
So burnt out of love…
I still smile as I give all my thanks to a God from above.
Just,
For another day,
Awake,
With an opportunity to look in the mirror and,
Fall in love.
With who I was meant to be instead of running from,
The good man I now know I will become…