Embers Of Loneliness

Lost in the confines of confusion.
Only question I can think of,
Am I human?
Remote,
Yet,
Internally out of control for as long as I can remember.
Emotions flickering sporadically above an ember lit by the flames of my temper.
And,
All it did was grow.
Grow until my flesh felt its burning touch,
Enough for me to pop and set free an influx of anger ballooned.
Throughout endless years of solitude,
Looking at another with a smile on while I wonder,
“Damn.
Why can’t I ever put one on,
Too?”…