Sight 4 Blind Eyez

She was my rebus of love during battle.
Her sweet memory brought back every flavor that used to hug my taste buds with pure joy.
Dreaming about those eyes angelic eyes,
My life was suddenly clearer.
But,
Isn’t this trip through memory lane inside of my head a distraction?
The invulnerable boulder in the middle of my road to success?
I mean,
How can it be if she gave me the drive to continue on living?
Or,
Am I simply making myself worse?
Wasting my own time?
Losing my battle against alcohol by sitting down and giving her though the light I shall shine upon my own flaws?…