"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
For so long, I've spoken with Devils while sleeping with angels. Listening to Bone Thugs, Sitting in my crib while crushing some bud, As I crashed into my bed through a funk feeling fatal. Slowed down by the tone of a Monster trying to cradle, His own sanity! As close as it can, While I... Continue Reading →
Wind flows subtly around a man with rugged shoulders weighed down by the world's hidden energies. A bittersweet synergy between the worry in his heart flying all around light, Found through an abundance of love. When entering a room, Each creek coming from the door's hinges reflect all emotions waving up and down their sleeves.... Continue Reading →
So blessed to have recognized my weaknesses. All the disdain I've breathed in, Manifested into drinks, Smoke and hazing as I laid defeated in, A state of mind where I criticized others for no good reason, During pivotal moments I should've stared into my mirror, Glaring at my demons... Still, At times, I may feel... Continue Reading →
The other night, I had the pleasure of holding her. How dreamy, She is. I can't help but lay her on my chest, While my lips caress her cheeks for a bit. My favorite part about her... Staring into the clouds past twilight, As quiet as the calm before a storm, On a central park... Continue Reading →
Such a bumpy landscape as He scans the panoramic view he was blessed to witness for the moment. A picture glowing as bright as sunshine His pupils have happily captured. But, All he could think about for the moment was, "Can I really climb over this one?" Nonetheless, He continues on with the day and... Continue Reading →
This time,His stomach growled like a Lion salivating in front of his wounded prey.His response?"Maybe,Someone would be kind enough to grant me a plate,Later on today..."Didn't have many ways to eat,Nor have a chance to reach REM sleep in such a long time.Hopping from a bench,To the next,Just asking for a penny,Quarter,Nickel or a dime.Residing... Continue Reading →
Is closure necessary?When a bond once thought to be unbreakable,Shatters,What rope is there to climb back into what if's and why's?Like,Why did she leave me for that guy?What if I had never fallen to the enticing hiss of a Heineken as well as seduced by Mary Jane's plump lips?Smokey red when lit with a need... Continue Reading →
I guess that's why I speak to myself often, Because I'm the only one who knows my Pain, Really. Day to day. You get used to it being a lone soldier for most of your time. An outcast is what was casted upon his broken confidence, Him, Who I once was, slummed, In the outskirts... Continue Reading →
Sobriety is amazing. You breathe better. Sweat less under pressure. All the pain you've been feeling for so long, Goes away in the snap of a finger. But, Can it heal my mind? Yea, Your tunnel vision is much clearer, But, Can it allow me to feel happy for once in my life? I just,... Continue Reading →
*Side Note* - The poem below is a piece I wrote during a recent relapse with alcohol. I wanted to post this in light of my 3 months of sobriety as of now. Life can always change as long as you put your mind to it! Please enjoy 💜 What is this existence all for... Continue Reading →
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