"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Grudges.Why do some cradle it with vigilance?Like,A crying baby first held as soon as their born into the arms of their dying mother?Who knows I let mine go,But,How is benevolence maintained when you are shrouded and targeted by those!Mentally frayed by every blow hardly endured from their own fists?As a tenderhearted man seeking atonement,Your heart... Continue Reading →
“Old dogs can’t learn new tricks!” Is how the saying goes. But, problem with applying this to another Human is just that. They’re Human, not a canine probably dreaming about sniffing another dog’s butt while chasing a ball thrown into their favorite puddles of mud. Let’s say if it were true, though. Would you, the... Continue Reading →
I don't know where to start,So,I'll just be honest.A part of me wants to die!But,God won't let me go through the process.And,I'm not speaking of rebirth,Any kind of change of that sort.I'm talking about a grave,Grim reapers,And,Thy lord... Why?I'm exhausted.Feels like I am too tired to recap my losses.An offset of colors drown me while... Continue Reading →
A new chapter begins when the page is turned.What was read before?No longer in view,Just,A new memory to burn... And yes!You can turn back if you choose to,Reflect on every single detail commencing the "Boo Hoo's!"Or,Shovel your way through to the next plot.Dig through it until you strike gold,And,Continue on to the next stop while... Continue Reading →
Before you get up and start your day, Getting ready to clock in for work and get paid, Just to smile after being ridiculed for all the pain you may be feeling, Try not to forget how memories don't have to make you cry... Any time a thought wrenches your gut, Think about the grin... Continue Reading →
Writing a freewrite outdoors hasn't been done in such a long time. Years, matter of fact. And, it feels so damn good to be doing so at the moment. A breath of fresh air from all of the same shit I've been having to deal with for far too long. Yet, no matter what complaint... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,You have to look the world in the eyes.Tell it that there isn't anything it can ever do to ensure your demise!Like,Demonize my character after every action I was forced to take.Because,I wasn't born an angel as I bled from the inside for a plethora of dark days,Winging it in front of an entire audience... Continue Reading →
Who knows why this is happening. The pain. Cold sweats. Numbness in my limbs and heart. All while I lay, deserted, on a bed I've made in the middle of a warzone with a smile... One question does pop up all the time, though. Was that a mistake? I think not. Because, regardless of each... Continue Reading →
If this is all what life was, I would have it this way. I've lived too long full of pain, To exert myself until I explode and ricochet, Every punch I had to take and pray, That I didn't die by the clutches of my own hands , After leaving it all on the page.... Continue Reading →
Hey Lucy, Luz! I miss the messages I used to get from you. The letters that made me look down at the paper and reply, I love you... That glare from your eyes leaving tingles in my spine, I couldn't get enough of you... But, Your love became a fairy tale when my mind stayed... Continue Reading →
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