"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
At least,I didn't lose my hands,My feet,Nor any other part of my body. At least,I didn't lose my pen,My journal,Nor my mind. Thank God!That,All I lost were ten dollars and not,My precious life… A life I care more for,Now,As I pay for the mistake I've wrought with endless tears falling from my,Eyes…
"Oh, he has to be gay!" At least, that's what I was told by a woman I refused to give attention to while walking with her child laying innocently inside of his or her stroller. Why was my lack of attention toward her looks important enough to insult me while walking by, though? Who knows!... Continue Reading →
Honestly,Writing’s been quite different ever since I began my journey to sobriety.A journey where I don’t half-ass it like I’ve been for the past couple of years.Smoking my troubles away,As soon as I feel any kind of pain,While repeating to myself,“Today will be the day!”Yet,Can’t find the courage to ever let Mary Jane go.Even if... Continue Reading →
Had to take a minute to sit down and reflect on my state of mind hoping I can get to know myself a little bit more. Because, as much as I love to write my heart away, my palms itch for some difference. Something to take my eyes away from memories I'm sick of replaying... Continue Reading →
Masks.Seems fitting for some.Particularly those who have something to hide and run from.Others are forced to wear a mask while "Those" feel the need to wear one.And,It's much more sickening than disease itself.Because,Most of us have lived with the risk of dying ever since our birth was dealt,To a vessel we are responsible to upkeep... Continue Reading →
Seduced by the thought of getting my hands dirty,Just,In ways you would never think I'd be.Like,Grabbing a cup of Tea at your favorite restaurant for a chance to feed!Your soul with love you've wanted for as long as you've known,Only God knows... Whether it's a ketchup stain on a pair of slacks when I lack... Continue Reading →
"Eres mas lindo en el foto..." Well,Sorry,Not sorry!I didn't know that I was here to give you starry eyes,While I'm sparring with my demons.I'm just here for a job,A simple drop off that you complicated by the lust you are seeking.Yes!I couldn't help but peep it,Too.That fat ass and those brown curls,But,What I see in... Continue Reading →
Thoughts I write up,Like day jobs and strike one.Batter's up,While I'm boxed in,On a search for diamonds without a need to buy one.I'm shining!Glass cups to my lightbulb while I light blunts.I'm dining alone with many knives,A,Will to survive with demons in mind,Who believe I should die!Regardless of all my beliefs in Christ... But,I let... Continue Reading →
Nowadays,I'm feeling good now that I pray more.Nothing else in my mind besides the hand that I raise for,A moment to write a line about the life that I crave for,A life I will live no matter what is on stage pouring out of my mind… Doesn't matter how dark the memory.I chose the light... Continue Reading →
Alluring are those eyes resting beneath each curl of hair.More like,Coils wrapping my mind around the thought of moving them aside to,Kiss those lips if you dare.Poetry,Is the way you flow with me inside of a world I conjure when I’m blowing trees,Convincing you to go with me,Into a world where I’m sewing these wounds... Continue Reading →
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