The Voice Of Bluez – Day 113, Never Give Up On Your Dreamz

A break.
For a voice broken by the pain.
Pain I feel from the second I wake,
In a dream-like state I find myself lost in,
Often…

Offset colors blind my eyes when attempting to look past it,
But,
Every hue paints over what isn’t tragic,
With memories intending to blackout my vision for a brighter future…

Red…
Opaque on a mile’s worth of sutures.
A blue firmament canopies my pupils from hope gotten loose,
Searching for a new beginning…
Yet…
How can I with a lack of green,
I need!
To satisfy the belly of the beast,
Growling for my plate as empty as,
My soul…

A soul I’ve been trying to fill with words from the mouth of a God I hold close,
To a heart pumping tears as gray as the home I lay my head in.
A home where you’re only accepted when you’re uniform to a code you’ve rebelled against,
For as many years as you’ve wanted to die…

I’m,
Broken…
Screaming for someone to notice!
But,
Jesus picked up the call,
Asking me not to ignore him,
If what I desire is atonement.
Pleading I see His light yearning to guide me out of a nightmare that stole my,
Smile…