Spilling One’s Gut 5 – The Final Act

New age lies used to clutter my mind until I,
Realized the truth.
How most people willingly sugarcoat their bitter hearts with sweet inaccuracies when telling their story,
Just to feel good for the moment!
As they close their eyes before things become visually gory…
I would know,
Because,
I’ve done it back when I didn’t have a backbone when confronting each person that wasn’t for me.
Seeking validation where I shouldn’t have,
Until I lost touch with who I was while soaring the clouds with MJ hand in hand.
Yet,
The horrid scenery my screeching cries were scoring couldn’t break me as a Man with a plan in the other hand.
How could it ever,
After rewriting a script where I change my prescriptions and end up dumping her in the trash?
I’m tired of this act!
Where I look happy with a blunt burning every bridge I’ve ever had.
Where I stand tall!
With a foot on my inner child who,
Has finally gone mad…