Study Time

Haven’t studied for a single exam.
Even if I probably should,
Life keeps testing me and,
I rather pass those obstacles first.
An A sounds great!
But,
I rather work on waking up without a death wish,
While I pounce through the day with a smile on my face…
Because,
I am all I have.
Not a single phone call from a friend within the past,
Only God knows how long.
No hug when I must cry after a tough day trying to stay strong.
So,
If an F is what I’m destined to get?
I guess,
That means it’s time for me to forget it all…