How Do You Know If You’re Trapped In Limbo?

Nothing much to say.
Patient,
Regardless of Delay.
Face laced with a grin,
Just how I planned it for the day.
Broadway.
The street I stand on as I attempt to fake it till I make it!
Stage lights…
Where my dreams placed me underneath as I atone for my mistakes,
And a rage I,
Failed to let go.
Until breathing became fatal for a dying soul.
Although reborn in a light I’ve never seen before,
I’m left asking.
Is this still a dream?
Or,
Trapped within a limbo of false hopes?