Grateful

Grateful.
For the wins and losses all the same.
No longer will I short change myself!
Been broke for way too long,
Keeping my success at the bottom shelves,
Of a pedestal made with my potential.
Finally awake after being drunk in bed for so long,
But had no idea what would be sequential,
From this point on…

What’s next?
What’s in store at the end of a road full of bumps and carcasses,
As a soul once lethargic in guilt I’ve never deserved to feel,
Apart from my past mistakes?

Mistakes I’ve repented for.
Mistakes with incentives torn in front of my face,
By Brethren who’s made promises broken over jealousy and hate…

Still,
I’m grateful for the pros and cons I’ve come across,
As a professional trying my best to conceive more positive thoughts.
So,
Thank you!
To every knife buried deep into my cognitive faults.
Rebirth feels best!
When you rise with faith in the presence of each sin your demons have wrought!
Upon the Universe we create inside of our tainted minds…