"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Awake with a dose of sobriety, Who can be higher than me? It's, Inside of my nature! Blowing a cloud next to paper beside of me. Bestowed a talent to rap, Causing a fistful of damage! On a page with a wrist writing over chapters embedded in stone. Those I've written on a bed where... Continue Reading →
Beating... Beating... Beating... My heart is, With accelerating rhythm. Every morning comes with a bittersweet hint of His iron will bleeding out through His stomach, Growling for another plate of food His mind seems to refuse... Why? Even He has not a single clue. Except! For the one reason He chose to pretend wasn't true.... Continue Reading →
Echoes of Silence vibrate peace all throughout my ailing body. A body deteriorating the more I break apart buds that haven't been so friendly, And, Neither are they sorry. Not a single apology! For leaving me clouded at the end of my days. Buds too busy ignoring every word that I say... But, I've just,... Continue Reading →
Evening from my side of the world! I wanted to present to everyone a clip of me reciting my poem called Rainbowz (which can be found on my page). I've performed live many times, but haven't recorded audio until now. This is just the first of many more, as I plan on showing y'all my... Continue Reading →
*Side Note* - The poem below is a piece I wrote during a recent relapse with alcohol. I wanted to post this in light of my 3 months of sobriety as of now. Life can always change as long as you put your mind to it! Please enjoy 💜 What is this existence all for... Continue Reading →
I am a man of God's word, Not a God of Man's word. Especially, During a time where my demons intend to master! Any control they may have had over me... I've had to break a promise or two while sobering, From past rendezvous I couldn't pass up where I've lowered these, Glittering eyes I... Continue Reading →
At this pointThe branches from every tree I smoke,Mirror my wall of glass broken in bits.Like the glass house I live in.At the age I'm at while I lay back and seep into a vision,Of how I picture my life will be like in the future.Every puff feels harder,As my bad thoughts become looser.Only question... Continue Reading →
If you ever doubted me, I still love you. But, I'm Ready to rap circles all around a love triangle I was cornered in. All the squares who wouldn't shape up while I kept flowing in, A space full of stars burned out. Smoke everywhere with Death trying to bring a hearse out. 1800s everywhere... Continue Reading →
Everyday I was faded by blunt smoke. High in the sky where the clouds cloak, All murderous thoughts from head to toe, While light shined bright in plain sight, But still alone I was, In a spot where light had last shone... Now I'm spotlighted. Spotlighted while my mind's in crisis. Indecisive, About whether I... Continue Reading →
I want to give a hug or two, But, It's hard for me. Sometimes, All I can think about is how to clog my arteries. So much food for thought while I commit Arseny. On different bits of paper away from those I keep far from me! God forbid they get burnt by the lighters... Continue Reading →
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