Thoughts roam without limits,No matter if I tell them all to stay out of my business.Because,Every ounce of pain inside of each memory of my abandonment is way too vivid…Why the fuck is the same picture popping up when I want to see different?I'm livid!But who am I kidding?I'm doing the unthinkable,4 years past 25... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #25: Until The End
Afternoons like these where my heart is filled with nothing but questions, particularly one all of us seem to ask at some point in our lives, Why? Keeps rattling my confused mind, as I have no idea why I'm thinking of such menacing question. This is just Me, anxiously sitting down in front of my... Continue Reading →
Fighting The Feeling
Alliterating all around an area audaciously.Belching bellowing blues bombastically.Basically calm!Creating chasms cornering demons damaging deeds,Eradicating eons of evasion.Evasion of,Rhythmic equations earthed of every answer I can possibly find...
Freewrite #24: Forsaken. So What?
Rising to higher states of mind,While walking all around a city making me lose mine. Poverty following me,Like a reaper admonishing me for demolishing each demon keeping the Former alive... Will the staircase to my ultimate success be built by bricks bulging out of my pocket?Or,The skeletons I leave behind when finally reaching the top... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #23: Can You Hear The Pins Drop?
My curious ears can hear every single one.Each pin dropping on to the ground of my soul,My very own flesh.Stabbing into a mind I’ve fought so hard to stabilize…Yet,Here I am.Still.Floating in silence as the Universe is swept away before my teary eyes,On top of a smile I had found for keeps.Nothing but darkness lit... Continue Reading →
Red Skies Pt. 2: Behind Closed Doors
“Oh man,There goes another one of those!” I muttered to myself,Unphased by the outrageous tomfoolery my mental demons love stabbing my brain with.Yawning at the sound of their malicious outcry for my self-destruction,No other choice do I have,But,To continue with my daily routine.A prayer before I dare brush my teeth.A stretch for each limb clanked... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #22: A Prayer For The World
I can't imagine living life without water. Or, Mothers all around the world who won't name their kids until they're sure that they'll live longer. Or, Countries starting wars because there doesn't seem to be enough of what's needed at a scale larger than what we can see. Over every jewel blinding us from being... Continue Reading →
New Set Of Rosez
How will new trees grow, If you don't ever plant a new seed, Even if it stems from roots of another? Nights like these, All a lonely man wants is, To hold a new rose against the sunshine... I figured, I can only do that if I change mine, As the question used to be,... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #21: Alone With A Microphone
If this is all what life was, I would have it this way. I've lived too long full of pain, To exert myself until I explode and ricochet, Every punch I had to take and pray, That I didn't die by the clutches of my own hands , After leaving it all on the page.... Continue Reading →
Freewrite #20: A New Beginning
I feel dead inside! But, I know why. Being reborn again... Rising from the Grave! Headed to a place, Alleviating my pain! As I seek more of It. Revival... Vitals pulsating like never before. A rest so vital! Was my death behind bars keeping me confined in God's message, Regardless if there's a witness present.... Continue Reading →