"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Hard to think about what’s pure,Because,I will never be.Although I plan to reach for the skies,My lord,I don’t know if I’ll ever pass that brink,Even if God shows me that I will… Will I ever think of a better way?Yes!But,I do wonder if I’ll make it through a night without feeling any pain.So grueling it... Continue Reading →
Gratitude,For this second chance in life God allowed me to receive,Even if my wounds are still bleeding,Profusely.Why?Because,It is all in our minds,The Pain we cry!Over…I just couldn’t see that truth till I began to move forward,And,Love myself enough to,Get sober… Thank you,God!
My sensors tripped,As I let her dip,Into thoughts I was too scared to think while I made sure to censor certain bits,But… Truthfully?I was kind of feeling the exact same way.Never really had it easy letting go of anyone who once caused me a lot of pain… Why?Who knows.I would be the wrong to ask!Since... Continue Reading →
Alive,Yet,Dead.For good reason... How,Why?Well,What else is there for a lonely man yearning to be a better man inside... A reconnection with a spirit forsook by my inner child,Is what I desire!So,I'm not really here.What you read?Is another stitch to an open wound riveting in pain most find,Dear...
I don't know where to start,So,I'll just be honest.A part of me wants to die!But,God won't let me go through the process.And,I'm not speaking of rebirth,Any kind of change of that sort.I'm talking about a grave,Grim reapers,And,Thy lord... Why?I'm exhausted.Feels like I am too tired to recap my losses.An offset of colors drown me while... Continue Reading →
Just do! Easier said than done, isn't it? Especially when sunshine is still being blocked around your way by that dark cloud hovering over your head. But! "Just Doing" is a feat every soul on Earth has the power to achieve, even if the circumstance you're in makes it feel impossible... Some are fortunate enough... Continue Reading →
Escaping from the city is a thought soothing to a heart longing for silence.It's been a while since my inner child began shouting and crying,And,All I really want is for him to feel happy for at least a night inside of our conscious... I just,Don't know where to go!Feel so lost wandering around without a... Continue Reading →
Waterfalls.A constant flow of humility and grace pouring down divine rock. Any drought they encounter become victims to each drop of water landing where nature can no longer grow.Applying pressure up against anything in its path that believes it can stop its flow... Same as droplets of tears forcing their way out to douse each... Continue Reading →
Life can be so worrisome for a guy like me. A guy who can care a little bit too much where he shouldn't. Like, the way others choose to perceive their realities. So annoying when someone stigmatizes your character to what you are not because of their own miseries, whatever they may be... But, so... Continue Reading →
Under our Sun lies an image.An image confined by the vision in the middle of your mind,Clouding your receptors.That vision that'll save you from giving all of your attention,To the pulsating pain distracting you from noticing this Heaven.Left to us by the One sending me this message.Leading me to ask the entire Universe one question.What... Continue Reading →
