"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Sobriety is amazing. You breathe better. Sweat less under pressure. All the pain you've been feeling for so long, Goes away in the snap of a finger. But, Can it heal my mind? Yea, Your tunnel vision is much clearer, But, Can it allow me to feel happy for once in my life? I just,... Continue Reading →
*Side Note* - The poem below is a piece I wrote during a recent relapse with alcohol. I wanted to post this in light of my 3 months of sobriety as of now. Life can always change as long as you put your mind to it! Please enjoy 💜 What is this existence all for... Continue Reading →
Overwhelmed to the point where, I don't care anymore. I don't care for facades nor the lies anyone has wrought. No care for the lives most pretend to live, As I try my hardest to lay in a bed of Truth. Because, As every clock ticks at different times of the day, My flesh still... Continue Reading →
Hiding in silence while vibrant in light shone from above. While others screech violence, I'm calm within Crisis. Frozen like ice is, When approached by forces of terror hungry to syphon, The warmth from every ounce of Love, Coursing through my beating heart... A heart beating on the doubts in my mind. On memories that... Continue Reading →
At this pointThe branches from every tree I smoke,Mirror my wall of glass broken in bits.Like the glass house I live in.At the age I'm at while I lay back and seep into a vision,Of how I picture my life will be like in the future.Every puff feels harder,As my bad thoughts become looser.Only question... Continue Reading →
Sobriety is weird. Hard to get used to after years with a desk stacked with beers and liquor, Anytime a tear raced down the corners of my eyes. I can see why many lie in fear when our feelings storm around inside. Clearer than before, Now that all the rain on my side stopped pouring... Continue Reading →
You can look, But, Can't touch when I'm entering the Room. That opportunity was lost, After cutting me loose! Should've thought about the cost while I was trying to change at the price of what I had to lose. Now? I'm here riding past oceans as blue! As your misery... Configuring myself to what I... Continue Reading →
She meant the entire Universe and back to him. A woman more stunning than plethoras of wet roses struck by such an eye-catching glare while flowing to the winds of serenity. Winds of serenity she made him feel through his lungs whenever her lips pressed against his. And, All he can think about is how... Continue Reading →
Oh! I love waking up to such a dazzling wife. Along with two children, Boy and girl, More intelligent than Dexter, 'The Boy Genius', Himself. All the chirps and sounds of bushes dancing to the winds of Tranquility, While flipping through countless books full of stories we bring to life without ever taking notice until... Continue Reading →
Some mornings, All you want to do is kick back, Lock and load a gun to shoot a bullet packed, With a name you've been begging to erase. But, I'm the kind of guy that'll leave you bleeding on the ground, And apologize for any pain I may have put you through... Don't even know... Continue Reading →
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