"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Dear Universe, Can a monster ever be cured of what feels like an everlasting disease? The kind of disease most run towards when held against their will. You know, Anger... I believe so. Because, no matter how angry I've been, it dwindles into a sigh the second I get a grip and remind myself how... Continue Reading →
I feel it in my bones.Tirelessness,Wired in with,An ache pulsating all across a body desiring bliss.My version of it?A moment to write verses and shit.Holding a mic,Serving a bitch,Many rhymes I’ve worded to fit,Inside of a mind I’ve noticed has flipped,Upside down… Hollowed out from each pump held by those akin,For weening off of every... Continue Reading →
All I’ve been about is change,A chance to pay for my sins.Indebted to a God I couldn’t see until I closed my eyes and believed in confidence,And walked with bliss,While promising the man in my mirror I would smile,No matter what kind of time it is…
Sorry,Not sorry!I was just born this way.With a will to detach myself from atavistic features like a 6-pack,In hand,Along a winking eye whenever it’s time to show who I truly am… Sorry,Not sorry!For most of my life,I’ve been excessively fat.Pushing 300 pounds,Until now,Ever since I’ve crossed and burned bridges that couldn’t withstand!The weight of my... Continue Reading →
To be be given solitude during a period where your ailing heart needs an escape? A blessing in disguise bedazzled with our tears, frozen into ice chained to our necks and wrists in respect to whatever our personal mission is. After all, freedom is just a figment in our imagination involuntarily engineered ever since man... Continue Reading →
You get to a point where you don't care about anything accept, For your own accountability. No desire to point fingers towards who has conspired against you. No more rounds of whiskey heaved into your mouth over the dark clouds within you... Man, All I care about is flowing a poem withholding a message of... Continue Reading →
Why would I bury the hatchet with a devil who stuck one inside of my back in the first place? ...
I always wondered what it was about her,You know?How,You want up to her so easily while she was crying.Wiping off her tears while asking,“What’s wrong?”Without shaming her for it… Kind of made me cry much more than usual.Those nights where you ignored the tears falling from my cheeks while watching others dance together as if... Continue Reading →
Tough pill to swallow when realizing she was never The One. But, how do you ever know? How can you ever tell when The One who occupies your heart and mind most is whom God wants you to run away from with your shoes tied as tightly as possible? Belief. Does she believe in you?... Continue Reading →
Hard to think about what’s pure,Because,I will never be.Although I plan to reach for the skies,My lord,I don’t know if I’ll ever pass that brink,Even if God shows me that I will… Will I ever think of a better way?Yes!But,I do wonder if I’ll make it through a night without feeling any pain.So grueling it... Continue Reading →
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