"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Writer's Block! Only place I’d ever want to be in.From the second I wake up after surfing through the deep end!Of a dream I see within,My pupils when I close them with a good reason,As God chooses to begin writing up an epilogue of a life I,Was purposefully given,No matter how many times Mother claimed... Continue Reading →
"You are not a man..." The response my dad gave my Mother when told of my future plans.Never really there,Just,Plotting on making his next buck inside his trusty ole' cab.Driving throughout New York City,Stressed from all his bidding,For a woman who would rather see me dead than existing,He made sure to take a look at... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I look inside of my bathroom mirror,And wonder if I do look like them,The scorn and tyrant,Culprits of my inception… When I gaze upon their actions inside of my mind,I run away and immediately open my eyes… After watching belts and wires being cauterized into my skin continuously,Deprived of a much needed hug and... Continue Reading →
Turn the phone off, clean up your space, wear your best smile, t-shirt and disappear! At least, it's what my brain's been telling me to do for the past few days. And, there is not a single reason I can find convincing me otherwise within a heart yearning to deliquesce into an ocean of Love... Continue Reading →
Before you get up and start your day, Getting ready to clock in for work and get paid, Just to smile after being ridiculed for all the pain you may be feeling, Try not to forget how memories don't have to make you cry... Any time a thought wrenches your gut, Think about the grin... Continue Reading →
Only place I'd ever want to be in.From the second I wake up after surfing through the deep end!Of a dream I see within,My pupils when I close them with good reason,Till God chooses to begin writing up an epilogue of a life I,Was purposefully given,No matter how many times Mother claimed I was a... Continue Reading →
Writing a freewrite outdoors hasn't been done in such a long time. Years, matter of fact. And, it feels so damn good to be doing so at the moment. A breath of fresh air from all of the same shit I've been having to deal with for far too long. Yet, no matter what complaint... Continue Reading →
Escaping from the city is a thought soothing to a heart longing for silence.It's been a while since my inner child began shouting and crying,And,All I really want is for him to feel happy for at least a night inside of our conscious... I just,Don't know where to go!Feel so lost wandering around without a... Continue Reading →
A writer and a rider,As well as a lifer.Living life through a sentence formulated into bars I stand behind of.It's all I've had while imprisoned for being myself in a world full of lies,But,It's what makes me happy!Makes me feel whole.Gave me a reason to live while everybody ditched me for being bold!And,Sticking to the... Continue Reading →
Life can be so worrisome for a guy like me. A guy who can care a little bit too much where he shouldn't. Like, the way others choose to perceive their realities. So annoying when someone stigmatizes your character to what you are not because of their own miseries, whatever they may be... But, so... Continue Reading →
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