"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Maybe,I'm still scarred because of the way you left me.How stone-faced you were in sight of my tears.How happy you were to tell me,"I don't love you anymore,"While I was shattering into pieces right in front of you.Maybe,That's why I mistreat a body I'd rather not be inside of on most days.Because of your delight... Continue Reading →
Freedom,Is what you gave me by leaving,Regardless of how wrong it was to hurt you.Your departure gave my life more meaning,More than the moment you said,"I love you…"As I was left to work through,My vices.All alone,Within a glass home shattering above me,By the vibrations of your silence… Here I am,Now sober at the end of... Continue Reading →
I don't even know why I love you!But,I do.Even after 5 years of us breaking up,As I try my best to live in my truths.How I wasn't perfect as a man drowned by his tears on the surface while surrounded by a noose!Or,What most would call family,Suffocating me when reaching out for a piece of... Continue Reading →
The relationship ended,As if everything was my fault,But,You wouldn't show the message revealing every single wrong!You've committed against me.Such a good front being that you couldn't back your emotions with facts you were dressing,With lies hiding your disloyalty.I may have done what I've done,But,At least I was honorable and told the truth when I needed... Continue Reading →
Satiated by her absence now that I'm past it.Making faces with my cheeks pointing upwards toward sunlight beaming across our beautiful planet.Not much to say as I indulge on the magic of love,Forcing undesired thoughts to vanish in the snap of a,Finger creating music with each stroke of my pen.Every swipe erasing that feeling of... Continue Reading →
Smoking weed isn’t as special as others make it seem like. After a while you’ll find yourself asking, “Can’t I be doing something better for myself right now?” Usually where I end up at the end up like this moment finishing my first blunt of the day. Feels like my personal demons manifested in the... Continue Reading →
I hope that it was all worth it in the end! … Because,When push came to shove?I made ends meet while I tried everything to revive our,Love… Even if you kicked and shattered my Glass House,Even if you picked me apart with your doubts,I made it out of that cave of no return without a... Continue Reading →
Vaulted, Was I, In the middle of this Hurricane. Wet, As tears dripped from the sky... Still, Calm I became... I thought I was her Universe... The star glistening amongst darkness Mother Earth, Is surrounded by... But, Just like that, Your light dwindled as I lost my way back, To a home no longer present...... Continue Reading →
Coming clean to my Ex about breaking our promise, In less than 24 hours? Wasn't easy as I'd hope. But, It had to be done. Especially, After months and months of feeling destroyed by the woman I loved... Desperate was I to find salvation for a heart being teared apart by the sounds of her... Continue Reading →
Taking the moment to sit down and free-write is such an important task I forget to do often. Releasing every single demon rotting in the darkest pits inside my chest. A piece you kind of just, let go. Gone with the wind without a single record kept. Especially, when all you can think about is... Continue Reading →
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