Dense. My mind feels as dense as Earth itself. Worrying about everything else around me, I forget about myself... Forever on a journey to reclaim what once made me happy... Or, Did I come across it, And leave it under dust as it rests on top of a shelf, I became exhausted looking at?...
That Toxic Ex Girlfriend
Trust me when I say I love you, Baby, Please don't cry. Had to take you out that room full of Ice! And, Show you what a different life looks like by, Letting you go... And, Watching you flow... Past, This dark place I was sinking in to... Yes, I see the tears, But, It's... Continue Reading →
Bernardo’s Decision (Pt. 2 of Bernardo’s Vision)
Can't get away from the sight of an Iphone. Exhausted of dealing with anybody living through a snap and a dial tone. So, He's dialed in, Snapping with a pen, Racking up a set of lines He couldn't connect! If, The masses weren't already trapped inside a Cell... "While everybody's worried about keeping their bars... Continue Reading →
Different Huez
For some reason, Things really do happen for a purpose we can't see. But it's, Still a bit funny how we can control our fate already predetermined by our actions, Typically made through our glaring sadness... But, On days like these, I feel as if I'm not... In control. Siding with demons forcing my hands... Continue Reading →
Amour Bon Gre
Relationships, At times, Are just a headache. I don't want to sit, Face to face and explain my set ways as segue for her to decide if I am one she'll let stay. I don't want to sit and have fits with a woman who'd wear out the person I am, Hoping I'd change and... Continue Reading →
Bernardo’s Vision
He woke up one day, Fed up with boredom. Although Sunshine coats his face with warmth as he lays, Cold, Next to the sill of his window of opportunity, He wore clumps of Anger on both sleeves in such mean fashion... "I hate people and the world, I have had it! Politics are garbage, Along... Continue Reading →
Merriment Of Peace
You know you've been working hard when you come back home with a hole inside one of your favorite pair of sneakers. The only pair that was left unscathed until they had to be worn. No other choice but to be strapped on my feet during a time of mental warfare. Mental warfare my demons... Continue Reading →
EXtatic!
Was it me? Did I leave, Subconsciously?... Did you see? That I bled, A part of me? In your arms I seek! When I'm harmed, By the thought, Of your loss in my reality... Well, Forget it, I'm through! Back to screwing in my screws, Loose! While trying to find you. While my mind's blue,... Continue Reading →
Smell Of Hard Work
"Look at those Jordans! Mad dirty!" "Haha, They even have holes in them, They're cooked!" ... Voices within my mind tend to manifest through the vocal cords of guilty bystanders. Demons who frolic in the name of wear and tears involuntarily shown as I master! My patience... The kind of patience where I take my... Continue Reading →
What Now?
What do I do being overwhelmed by several emotions? Write it all away until I create an ocean of my own, And claim Trauma as the culprit... What do I listen to when beginning my day hearing echoes ensuing violence upon my soul!? As I seek peace amongst everyone who has ripped me into pieces... Continue Reading →