"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
As my birthday creeps closer, So do the memories! That made me go over the edge with a dope verse. Killing the bitter man I started to see inside of my mirror by going Sober. Ridding a circle that never quite closed! And became the Lone Soldier. A transformation occurred inside of me, First, Seconds... Continue Reading →
*Side Note before reading* A muuuch older piece! Back when I was still drinking. After a bit of a tough day, it helps me read these old poems being that I'm almost a year completely sober. Sometimes it gets so hard, but when reading this I go, "Wow, I really don't drink anymore! Thank God."... Continue Reading →
The minute I wake up,I'm having a wonderful day!No matter the nightmares that no longer phase a,Man who isn't the same!Crushing a bud in the name!Of love I wasn't able to feel until I got on my knees and prayed...I get it.At times,It isn't easy to face the message,God puts on your plate.Yet,With how hungry... Continue Reading →
Trust me when I say I love you, Baby, Please don't cry. Had to take you out that room full of Ice! And, Show you what a different life looks like by, Letting you go... And, Watching you flow... Past, This dark place I was sinking in to... Yes, I see the tears, But, It's... Continue Reading →
For some reason, Things really do happen for a purpose we can't see. But it's, Still a bit funny how we can control our fate already predetermined by our actions, Typically made through our glaring sadness... But, On days like these, I feel as if I'm not... In control. Siding with demons forcing my hands... Continue Reading →
This time,His stomach growled like a Lion salivating in front of his wounded prey.His response?"Maybe,Someone would be kind enough to grant me a plate,Later on today..."Didn't have many ways to eat,Nor have a chance to reach REM sleep in such a long time.Hopping from a bench,To the next,Just asking for a penny,Quarter,Nickel or a dime.Residing... Continue Reading →
Sobriety is amazing. You breathe better. Sweat less under pressure. All the pain you've been feeling for so long, Goes away in the snap of a finger. But, Can it heal my mind? Yea, Your tunnel vision is much clearer, But, Can it allow me to feel happy for once in my life? I just,... Continue Reading →
*Side Note* - The poem below is a piece I wrote during a recent relapse with alcohol. I wanted to post this in light of my 3 months of sobriety as of now. Life can always change as long as you put your mind to it! Please enjoy 💜 What is this existence all for... Continue Reading →
If you ever doubted me, I still love you. But, I'm Ready to rap circles all around a love triangle I was cornered in. All the squares who wouldn't shape up while I kept flowing in, A space full of stars burned out. Smoke everywhere with Death trying to bring a hearse out. 1800s everywhere... Continue Reading →
Ever wanted to leave a note, Just in case? A simple note just saying, "Hey, I'm sorry for doing what I did. I didn't mean to keep drinking those drinks, Even though I knew I probably wouldn't wake up again..." I know, So grim. But, You never know which bottle that'll put you to sleep... Continue Reading →
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