Moments like these, there’s only one hypothetical situation that reels through my mind no matter how hard I try not to imagine it.
Nothing but the silence of leaves and trees surrounding me. Crickets, roars, hisses amongst other sounds pervading my ear drums in ways that make my stomach squirm as it growls for prey I haven’t been able to get my hands on. Necessary it is for me to be cautious with every step I decide to take forward….
Fear or no fear, trotting forward I go regardless of my road’s difficulties.
Alone.
Deserted…
Yet, I still have this body housing an inner conscious urging me to move towards greener pastures as pitch black as it may get. A conscious swaying me to run through a blockade of demons, head first, even if tens of thousands swarm me without any mercy.
Has to be for a reason. Because, as exhausting as this battle may be, faith is faithful to your cause, after all. I mean, why else would any of us still be here in the first place? I see it this way. As I sit here in a library I expected to be so quiet a pin drop can be heard, life made it so that a couple of noisy people sat right next to me while I try to focus on staying sober being that I’m completely, one-hundred percent broke at the moment without a single person to help me out.
Regardless of what you do in life, there’s always going to be a situation to arise and…
It’s tremendously better not to devour yourself inside of your own head. So much more fulfilling it is to fill up your plate with everything you want, but are too afraid to pursue because of your current circumstance. Why not drive that current towards sure grounds? Swim past tears from old memories and dive into something else beside,
Pain. All I ask is, how?…
m3l0dicverse 
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