What Now?

What do I do being overwhelmed by several emotions?
Write it all away until I create an ocean of my own,
And claim Trauma as the culprit…

What do I listen to when beginning my day hearing echoes ensuing violence upon my soul!?
As I seek peace amongst everyone who has ripped me into pieces without a single reason to show!?…
The scribbles of my pen writing it all away,
Until that noise is phased out by steps towards my life-long goals…

Matter of fact,
What do I lay when my legs collapse!
After hours of building upon Light as the world gets darker?
Dream even bigger!
While I wake up,
Blessed,
So much farther than ever before…