Drunk

Which one’s the bottle that will do it.
When I’m choosing drinks over matters,
I only ask,
“When will I lose it?
When’s the next time I will use it?
Why do I feel useless?
Why am I so abusive of drinks and what is so illusive about these demons I see when I blink?
I am He who sins when he sings,
So,
Why do others look up to me while refusing to think.
Why is he self-destructing at a time where his loved ones refuse to see?…