"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Quiet and observant!Is how one must be when you’re anything like me.Because,When you’re a man as lonely as I’ve been,Not only are you silenced,But!Deleted from society and its “toxic” environment,Where most spearhead a protest against those too vibrant!And,Alive in a city dead of hopes and dreams,Replaced by hope in dope and creeds misleading anyone with... Continue Reading →
Rivaled only by reflections I’m blessed to see.Disciple of the Word in which we speak to be Truth within realities,Setting most of us apart.A student of life for eternity until Death do us part!Even if Rebirth is what’s next.Aren’t I already dead the moment I lay asleep,Conjuring another world inside of my subconscious?… Yet,I’ve fought... Continue Reading →
You know,I accept it.That I'm not worthy of love from another.I don't even care,I just,Want to play a video game without feeling guilty.Want to take a walk through a garden without past demons trying to fill me with doubt.I just,Want to look into my mirror and be fine with what's there,Entirely.Not just one or two... Continue Reading →
A reflection was needed more than a rhyme with how erratic,Yet,Predictable they have been.They,A family wretched in nature while ridden by demons who've they've joined forces with.Dead of dreams while smothering any hint of light beaming towards their person… What am I to do?How do I escape the clutches of withered souls who quench their... Continue Reading →
A new chapter begins when the page is turned.What was read before?No longer in view,Just,A new memory to burn... And yes!You can turn back if you choose to,Reflect on every single detail commencing the "Boo Hoo's!"Or,Shovel your way through to the next plot.Dig through it until you strike gold,And,Continue on to the next stop while... Continue Reading →
New year, Same attitude when I'm flowing to a rhythm while I'm trying to reach a higher altitude, Through a new groove. Crude fears, I'm eliminating with a few new tools... Acceptance. Of a home littered by hateful messages and disgraceful sedatives. Of those bitter over graceful sentiments I've chosen over distasteful eminence. Why sit... Continue Reading →
Another Day time reflection while I wake feeling blessed with prosperity. Although I walk past debris crowded our desolate streets, Loneliness isn't what I thought was making me weep, After all. Something I noticed when I chose to be at peace when I refused to bawl, At Life's whips and lashes... Those belts and wires... Continue Reading →
Knowing you're an outcast for X amount of reasons, At times, You add up every moment you've chosen to lay defeated. Wondering why others cast you out from any chance of love as you empty this, Safe Haven inside of your beating heart, Your demons disguise as a dark abyss when you reach for our... Continue Reading →
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