"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
The Earth is home,Yet,We soil it with concrete and skyscrapers.Sunshine so bright,Some eyes go blind,But,At least I have mine still in tact!To see every lie planted along the edges of my garden,The weeds I cut every morning after I yawn and,Stretch my arms while reaching for the stars… Dying,On an earth that allows you to... Continue Reading →
Dying,On an earth that allows you to breathe.On an earth that allows you to eat.On an earth that allows you to drink.On an Earth that allows you to,DreamEverything we need to make our exit as graceful as possible...
Memories of who I once loved wither away like,A ripped page out of my journal catching flame.Never wanted to tear a single one out,Yet,I smile as I watch each flake of fire scattered all across my face.Embers more heartwarming than all I've felt from anyone else…
Loved.To be loved,Is all I desire.My only question is,If I truly did love myself,Would I be feeling this way in the first place? I only ask because,Remembering the last time I've heard those magical three words our hearts melt over is quite difficult.Not a single thought bubble sprouting above my head with a memory,No image... Continue Reading →
Numb where I thought I'd never be.A temple disturbed by pressure I've refused to remove from my shoulders… "Got to get the next buck…I just,Need to know that I can eat tonight and the next…" Yet,All I can think of is,Cutting off each strap from a backpack scuffed by each of my attempts to either... Continue Reading →
Freedom.So many different definitions.But,For me?Freedom is the moment my arms interlock with who my heart fell in love with.The only moment in time,That feels so right,And,Magical of all things.A vulnerability between two that becomes invincible when brought together.One of the few times I feel absolutely anything is possible.Any moment I'm beside her,Holding hands with who... Continue Reading →
If we're really meant to be,I want our first time to be special.No rush.Just,Two souls shining light amongst each other in the name of love.Letting time fly by in each other's arms,Without being desperate to touch each other in places I'd rather keep private... Aren't you sick and tired of the world normalizing what should... Continue Reading →
What's it mean when you sit down and,Can't utter a single word out nor,Express how you feel any moment you try to let go?Of everything.Everything weighing your mind down into a darkness you've promised you'd never fall back into… Tell me,What does it?Because,A heart can't keep beating to the echoes of silence while isolated from... Continue Reading →
So weird,Writing this piece during my recovery.Because,I've lived a life rife with mistakes I'm trying to right before I'm dead,In a grave,With no chance to rebuttal each critic of my existence.And,I can't use a voice I've seemed to have burned out by belching complaint after complaint from the top of my lungs.All over anger and... Continue Reading →
We were created without ever knowing how.A feat we will never reach no matter how deep we dig into rabbit holes overflown with doubt.Rabbit holes leading us toward truths about,Our spirit,Its entire meaning of existence,And every reason why it should be given all of the attention it may need.Eventually.Attention others fear to gift themselves in... Continue Reading →
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