"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
So blessed to have recognized my weaknesses. All the disdain I've breathed in, Manifested into drinks, Smoke and hazing as I laid defeated in, A state of mind where I criticized others for no good reason, During pivotal moments I should've stared into my mirror, Glaring at my demons... Still, At times, I may feel... Continue Reading →
The other night, I had the pleasure of holding her. How dreamy, She is. I can't help but lay her on my chest, While my lips caress her cheeks for a bit. My favorite part about her... Staring into the clouds past twilight, As quiet as the calm before a storm, On a central park... Continue Reading →
Such a bumpy landscape as He scans the panoramic view he was blessed to witness for the moment. A picture glowing as bright as sunshine His pupils have happily captured. But, All he could think about for the moment was, "Can I really climb over this one?" Nonetheless, He continues on with the day and... Continue Reading →
This time,His stomach growled like a Lion salivating in front of his wounded prey.His response?"Maybe,Someone would be kind enough to grant me a plate,Later on today..."Didn't have many ways to eat,Nor have a chance to reach REM sleep in such a long time.Hopping from a bench,To the next,Just asking for a penny,Quarter,Nickel or a dime.Residing... Continue Reading →
Is closure necessary?When a bond once thought to be unbreakable,Shatters,What rope is there to climb back into what if's and why's?Like,Why did she leave me for that guy?What if I had never fallen to the enticing hiss of a Heineken as well as seduced by Mary Jane's plump lips?Smokey red when lit with a need... Continue Reading →
I guess that's why I speak to myself often, Because I'm the only one who knows my Pain, Really. Day to day. You get used to it being a lone soldier for most of your time. An outcast is what was casted upon his broken confidence, Him, Who I once was, slummed, In the outskirts... Continue Reading →
Sobriety is amazing. You breathe better. Sweat less under pressure. All the pain you've been feeling for so long, Goes away in the snap of a finger. But, Can it heal my mind? Yea, Your tunnel vision is much clearer, But, Can it allow me to feel happy for once in my life? I just,... Continue Reading →
*Side Note* - The poem below is a piece I wrote during a recent relapse with alcohol. I wanted to post this in light of my 3 months of sobriety as of now. Life can always change as long as you put your mind to it! Please enjoy 💜 What is this existence all for... Continue Reading →
Being "self-made" is a dream in the eyes of an outcast. No support around, Just you, A vision and a pen along with a pad helping you endure life when it hits the fan, While conjuring the future you're so desperate to see. No friends. But, An Earth full of trees, Flowers and plants releasing... Continue Reading →
Never hard deciding what's important. Porcelain thoughts only shroud what's dormant, In the middle of our minds. Light Devils are abhorring when it's time to place your demons under torment... Driven by a difference I insist to be my due dividends, I'm leaving track marks all across a road most are either soon slipping in,... Continue Reading →
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