"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
It's just me. This stage. Not a single mic stand. A loud voice widening your ears for a minute, Or every second left one might have. Only 24 hours in a day, You and I don't have that many! But, With all that's in my mind? Man, I imagine I'd need more to be wise... Continue Reading →
Never really knew a love as sweet as hers,But,After many years of being bitter,I got my sweet tooth back,And,I rather her,Be gone from my mind for as long as I can ever remember! So much better out there,Now that I'm about tearing up a page instead of crying over nightmares,Of an ex who put a... Continue Reading →
Silence really is the only "end all, Cure all" solution to the war of words between yourself and your personal demons. No other solution makes sense for a battle only your regrets can win, Finding yourself asking afterwards, "Just,What if I did this or made that happened?" A conundrum that has and never will be... Continue Reading →
Never sorry about a hiatus from a game I don't really want to play anymore. Lord... What am I even here for?... I'm not like the average individual trying to dress in the same visuals, Mess with the same principles, Like the people they see on TV while they live miserable... Don't even know myself... Continue Reading →
Being peaceful is something I’m not used to.After a few days of silence,That bottle in my chest becomes vibrant,With all I’ve been pouring into it,Glowing as it pops into pieces without a choice to fight it…Because,I ask myself.Why not let it explode?And,Bask in gleaming light coming from the hot embers of a burning soul,Forming into... Continue Reading →
A loner’s life can be difficult at times.Because,One particular question likes to come into mind.If I die,How long would it be before anybody find outs?Would I rot here until my body begins exploding,Turning pitch black just like the darkness swirling all around a heart cracked from falling,Too many damn times…I guess I’ll never know,Regardless of... Continue Reading →
Sometimes,You just miss the time when,You were loved by those you love.But,Does it even matter when you could die this very moment,As,No one will notice?How can anyone observe what they deem unworthy of existence on a plane where,All you do is get high,Clouded by memories keeping you under hypnosis...
Smoking weed isn’t as special as others make it seem like. After a while you’ll find yourself asking, “Can’t I be doing something better for myself right now?” Usually where I end up at the end up like this moment finishing my first blunt of the day. Feels like my personal demons manifested in the... Continue Reading →
Fail I surely will.My steppingstone to Success.Pain I bear with grace…
Dear Universe, Can a monster ever be cured of what feels like an everlasting disease? The kind of disease most run towards when held against their will. You know, Anger... I believe so. Because, no matter how angry I've been, it dwindles into a sigh the second I get a grip and remind myself how... Continue Reading →
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