"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Imagine looking out for your 10 year old nephew. Virtually all his life. Knowing his smile makes you happy, Still told you can't see him again... Said I wasn't a parent and unable to know what that love feels like... Never knew how to handle such pain, So, My only solution was taking my own... Continue Reading →
Which one's the bottle that will do it. When I'm choosing drinks over matters, I only ask, "When will I lose it? When's the next time I will use it? Why do I feel useless? Why am I so abusive of drinks and what is so illusive about these demons I see when I blink?... Continue Reading →
As an addict, Can't promise you that I won't overdose. Just a thought I felt most won't show others. A thought hidden deep within every mind, Disturbed. Every mind where silence can be heard. A sound so eerie to the Average. Yet, So comforting for the Insanely Addicted... And, What purpose do I have writing... Continue Reading →
Honestly, I'm torn apart inside. With pain on my feet while I walk beneath sunshine, And smile no matter how much I wince for a clean slate. Because, I know why I feel the pain I feel, As I swipe steel across a page when I should be resting still... Sometimes, I don't even know... Continue Reading →
A drop out from the school of Conformity, yes. A graduate from the school of being yourself? Most definitely... Striving, I am, to live within a domicile built with every piece of love that exists on planet Earth. But what are those pieces exactly? Its physical manifestation? And, how do you possibly obtain them? I've... Continue Reading →
I have a crepuscular soul, Some would say. Dim, By so many natures. Yet, Light is still seen within every corner of my Horizon... Most lay imprisoned within their own Darkness. Whether or not they call it New York City, A concrete jungle, Or, Their own hearts and minds... I. Just. Refuse to do so.... Continue Reading →
Hot flashes consume my entire being, Once the last drop of Budweiser, 40oz, Flies down to my lower bowels. Yet, Another blunt is rolled. Lit by thoughts of freedom from this Jail Cell I housed myself in... Although nauseated. The thought of Earth and how luscious its Roses are have confiscated, That fear of Pain... Continue Reading →
Christ rejuvenates my soul when I'm drowning. Even when I'm found dead inside of the arms of Satan himself, After all the trouble I've started... Christ even loves those dearly departed. Locked in a chamber of horrid thoughts he, Cleanses, As we're reborn through his divine presence...
I know my worth. I'm the rose rising from the concrete on an Earth. God made flowing all throughout a Universe. Made of four primary elements as we disperse. Reason why we're different even if we're similar like the dirt. That grows all fruit and vegetables we feed on to survive before we're cursed. By... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I wake up and don't feel like rhyming words together. I just, Want to tell the Universe how badly I want to feel normal. But, Not to another human trotting through lands of Love turned to a barren wasteland. More so, To whatever seems to be pulling our strings... We all want to be... Continue Reading →
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