"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
A drop out from the school of Conformity, yes. A graduate from the school of being yourself? Most definitely... Striving, I am, to live within a domicile built with every piece of love that exists on planet Earth. But what are those pieces exactly? Its physical manifestation? And, how do you possibly obtain them? I've... Continue Reading →
I have a crepuscular soul, Some would say. Dim, By so many natures. Yet, Light is still seen within every corner of my Horizon... Most lay imprisoned within their own Darkness. Whether or not they call it New York City, A concrete jungle, Or, Their own hearts and minds... I. Just. Refuse to do so.... Continue Reading →
Hot flashes consume my entire being, Once the last drop of Budweiser, 40oz, Flies down to my lower bowels. Yet, Another blunt is rolled. Lit by thoughts of freedom from this Jail Cell I housed myself in... Although nauseated. The thought of Earth and how luscious its Roses are have confiscated, That fear of Pain... Continue Reading →
Christ rejuvenates my soul when I'm drowning. Even when I'm found dead inside of the arms of Satan himself, After all the trouble I've started... Christ even loves those dearly departed. Locked in a chamber of horrid thoughts he, Cleanses, As we're reborn through his divine presence...
I know my worth. I'm the rose rising from the concrete on an Earth. God made flowing all throughout a Universe. Made of four primary elements as we disperse. Reason why we're different even if we're similar like the dirt. That grows all fruit and vegetables we feed on to survive before we're cursed. By... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I wake up and don't feel like rhyming words together. I just, Want to tell the Universe how badly I want to feel normal. But, Not to another human trotting through lands of Love turned to a barren wasteland. More so, To whatever seems to be pulling our strings... We all want to be... Continue Reading →
Even if I need my space as well, Certain days I just miss when we were being ourselves. No worry in the world. Only wrapped in a swirl of hugs, Just because. Who has been there more than her? It's hard to forget many years of picking each other up from the dirt. And, At... Continue Reading →
Love. Often think about if love in this day and age is dead. Dead in a family-like sense. Like, Do we just love ourselves, or are we just afraid of loving each other during times so divided? Maybe, it's an unlikely fusion of both... Of course, we must love ourselves no matter what crisis may... Continue Reading →
Determined for a new beginning, With old habits I had lost long ago. Those things I used to do in place of the clouds of smoke, I've inhaled underneath our clear skies... Like, Waking up and taking that morning walk through Fort Tryon Park, Uptown, Manhattan. Or, Opening my journal first thing, Fighting away my... Continue Reading →
What do you do, When all up want to do is cry. Cry your eyes out, In a world where Emotions are defined as weak?... When all you want to do is smile for the entire week, But, Have no other choice other than, To frown, Since it's all you've known... And all my beloved... Continue Reading →
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