"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Love.Anytime I think of it,Her puffy cheeks clutter my mind.The only set I would love to punch and kiss just,One more time.But,I ruined my chances by not being patient.By choosing Mary Jane and,Other selfish desires I replaced her with…God gave me what I wanted!Yet,Became blinded by the weed smoke that still haunts me today.If only... Continue Reading →
Imagine being the guy no one reaches out to.The guy everybody ignores anytime there's a holiday,Even if it is his birthday too.How awful it feels to be forgotten.How daunting it is to be wrong in the eyes of every who used to love you… Heartbreaking,Yes!But,That's me.A reality I've had to let sink and fill my... Continue Reading →
Tricked! I was. At least, It’s how I feel internally. Tricked to believe that I was loved unconditionally by the one who promised to never run away, regardless of our circumstance. So many dark truths coming to light only to find that, I was the “monster” lurking through her shadows of happiness… “I would’ve stayed... Continue Reading →
Rumblings of a stomach starving for change,Try to alert my glossy eyes of what I should look away from.They try,And try!But I seem to freeze at the sight of what plagues my mind with hysteria… An ice block too cold to hug and feel when staring at each flare of hate shot towards my inner... Continue Reading →
Many days I wake up immediately wondering why I did. Wondering why God reminds me every single time how those delightful thoughts running through my mind during my slumber are just, dreams. But, epiphanies strike just in the nick of time, right before I have an inevitable meltdown only my inner demons can witness.... Continue Reading →
Repulsive to the public He is, But, What other choice does He have other than, Existing? As apologetic He is for showing his face in a crowded grocery store looking for a quick bite to eat, Can He really be? Can He really be sorry for needing a stick of deodorant after being pummeled by... Continue Reading →
Many stare at you with lapidary pupils when you’re able to provide more than a hug or kiss on the cheek. They adore you while fascinated by your every move. Sooner or later, you become an example of success in the crying eyes of a dream-chaser. But, what happens when you are muddied by a... Continue Reading →
Dear Universe, Can a monster ever be cured of what feels like an everlasting disease? The kind of disease most run towards when held against their will. You know, Anger... I believe so. Because, no matter how angry I've been, it dwindles into a sigh the second I get a grip and remind myself how... Continue Reading →
“This is my wonderful son!” No,It’s always been more like,Yea,“That’s” my “son” alright… Not one single ounce of love,Just,A pure disgust for the monster they created… Let’s face it!Human I am not as I trot through land like a nomad looking for a warm place in,Such a cold world that left me shackled in a... Continue Reading →
Another Day time reflection while I wake feeling blessed with prosperity. Although I walk past debris crowded our desolate streets, Loneliness isn't what I thought was making me weep, After all. Something I noticed when I chose to be at peace when I refused to bawl, At Life's whips and lashes... Those belts and wires... Continue Reading →
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