"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
What do I wish for as the star others claim me to be?On most days,I'm darkened by visions of an abyss I'm trapped in while I rake in a seed,Into a ground split open by thunderous cries I'm not able to contain,And,Release!Internally while I walk rampant,Shouting for these desires to cease...Every desire to flee from... Continue Reading →
That sheen gleaming off of blood,Dripping from my bleeding wounds is enough,To refrain from insulting anyone.My pain is not an excuse,To demean a human soul who hurts the same way I do.Regardless of what you say,There's nothing that will stop me from loving you! I understand how we all make mistakes,So,Who am I to defile... Continue Reading →
Darkness consumes every space behind any door you're reluctant to enter.But,How will you ever know what truly lies on the other side,Besides going inside,And,Witnessing for yourself?Our presence isn't welcomed everywhere we go,Yet,There is no other way to know,Other than enduring an answer we must find,Before that curiosity eats us alive.Because,Most of the time there are... Continue Reading →
How do I survive?Every single night without a woman to suffice,My need for a touch deeper than the high,I get from a climax coming down like,Any other drug?All I want is love.And,A moment where I flush,Every ounce of blood,As red as the cheek of my beloved when I pucker up,And,Lay a kiss on the forehead... Continue Reading →
Haven't wanted to live for quite a while.Because,The feeling of breathing is soothing only if there's smoke flowing through my lungs.Love?Lost in pyros of pain ignited in the name of lust.One flick of my lighter,Still,Doesn't seem like it's enough to burn away these thoughts cluttering my mind while I crush,Buds while picturing everyone I've put... Continue Reading →
Sin.The flesh loves it so much.Quite frankly,I don't see anything else it adores.Just being in my own body,Feeling what it craves,Is enough proof for me to know God is real while watching my every move.And,As I fall,And fall,And,Fall time and time again,All I desire is to cleanse my spirit of this atrocity.Lust…What a demon it... Continue Reading →
Biases occur more often than,Others caring more for another's crisis in,Hopes they heal every wound drowning everyone surrounding them,In their own shallow waters.We may hurt each other no matter the price is,And,It's disappointing when you're trying to have faith in humanity thriving.Yet,There's no cure quite like forgiveness along a hand pulling someone out of darkness... Continue Reading →
If you believe I'm A B C,You might be right.Because,I'm a writer who will be free,For the way I see life,All the swank in my step on a stage I spit on with delight,And,A tank never on E for every pill I wouldn't pop so that I can see light,Blinding whoever's throwing shade while I... Continue Reading →
Braggadocious when I have to be without bravado getting in the way of my mission at hand.Jobny Bravo kind of confidence when I tune into rhythms in my palms swaying from its backhand.It's what I do,All I know,As a nerd bringing help to a world drawing blanks,Manhood intact even when I'm rejected by so many.At... Continue Reading →
Multilingual,Yet there's something about American soil that strips you of everything that makes you colorful.What started out as spanish became spanglish,Then english I was verbally trained to use as a weapon towards freedom I've never had before."Callate la boca!"Mom would yell at me for having any thought of my own.It wasn't until I understood what... Continue Reading →
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