"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Regurgitating an experience you're better off leaving inside of your digestive tracts,Is equivalent to,Feeding on your own vomit,Until you vomit,Once again,Over its putrid smell and dubious taste.How often are we stranded in the middle of a desert,Left to eat what our bowels release onto sand making it harder to swallow?A mirage occurring in our minds,But,So... Continue Reading →
Birthdays.What are they for a recluse?Is celebration mandatory,Is it even an option?As every holiday zips by without any contact.You begin to question the meaning of your mistaken existence.But,What's the point knowing we all woke up,Suddenly,Without any knowledge of what life is exactly?I guess,Our lives come with meaning we must do our best to discover.A meaning... Continue Reading →
A crown lies ahead after enduring the piercing drill set forth by God,To grow from each travesty your flesh has created.Rather than being inebriated,I'd rather put it all down.A glass where the reflection I see,Is the monster born through mistakes I never intended to make.Mistakes I have to face every night I close my eye... Continue Reading →
My chest feels a variety of pain I don't quite know how to define on most days.On some it feels like a popped lung,On others it's pain from a slight cough,But,Today?I can't tell.I can't tell because,I haven't found much reason to want to stay on planet Earth.A home we've been forced to call home from... Continue Reading →
Out of rubble comes an idea sprouting from the darkest depths of one's torchered soul.Even seeds drowned in the dirtiest water full of all kinds of bacteria grows,Beauty as profound as a broken heart being pieced back together while,Discovering it's worth lost within a pile of criticism thrown their way.Soil we've thought to be dead,Resurrects... Continue Reading →
Beautiful would be the only way to describe you.A blessing it was to rub your shoulders down and remind you of that.I'm saddened how you were made to feel ugly,While deteriorating in front of everyone to see.But…Your image is way too far from horrendous to me.My only grandmother,Who cared to love my existence regardless of... Continue Reading →
Quite fishy,Isn't it?How within the entire pool of religion we're given to swim in,Most choose to paddle to a shore thry claim to be farthest from,Jesus.How we're taught to tolerate and respect all,Besides,That revolving around the son of God.Hoe the world seems to worsen the more we forget about his love,To feel justified in our... Continue Reading →
Aroused by the thought of a touch I haven't felt in so long."I hate you!""I don't want you!"I need you…""I love you…"Oh,How I miss it all.The back and forth coercing that heated moment to combust.Bodies rubbing up against each other until smoke was in the air.Letting our blunt burn out before that love we felt... Continue Reading →
A loner who rose from the ashes against all odds.A man who lived a destitute life.Yet,A Pulitzer prize winner for poetry you will only witness once in a lifetime.A man who nobody likes,But,Never gave a fuck with a smile!While doing his best to put a tear of joy within every set of dry eyes he... Continue Reading →
Satiated by the thrill of never knowing what'll come next.I love messing around with the thought of building a life away from booze,Weed and rough sex.Nothing else is more satisfying knowing I can sit in silence,Regardless of the war inside of a head,Containing the power to follow a light leading me ahead,Instead of being swallowed... Continue Reading →
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