"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
So used to going through this Day without a single message from anyone I love.Before,I'd cry,Silently,Like a Man too afraid to chase his dreams when Push comes to Shove.Now?Smiling even if my happiness and peace isn't popular amongst others who've shown me conditional love... Why?Just because.A new day,A new week,A new month to be loved!By... Continue Reading →
So many flows flowing through me! I'm assuming it's the light I've glowed growing new trees, Of life I've needed to release thus ball of pain resting in my ankles, My chest and my hands from everything I thought I could handle... A gift that keeps giving, Flummoxed or not! Above the plot? Is peace... Continue Reading →
Awake with a dose of sobriety, Who can be higher than me? It's, Inside of my nature! Blowing a cloud next to paper beside of me. Bestowed a talent to rap, Causing a fistful of damage! On a page with a wrist writing over arduous chapters embedded in stone. Those I've written on a bed... Continue Reading →
Beating... Beating... Beating... My heart is, With accelerating rhythm. Every morning comes with a bittersweet hint of His iron will bleeding out through His stomach, Growling for another plate of food His mind seems to refuse... Why? Even He has not a single clue. Except! For the one reason He chose to pretend wasn't true.... Continue Reading →
Echoes of Silence vibrate peace all throughout my ailing body. A body deteriorating the more I break apart buds that haven't been so friendly, And, Neither are they sorry. Not a single apology! For leaving me clouded at the end of my days. Buds too busy ignoring every word that I say... But, I've just,... Continue Reading →
Turning up in a hood where everyone is having lows, I fold my hands away from those playing their cards in a certain way. Hanging out with those at the corner will keep you cornered and you won't even know it throughout Night and Day! Yea, Burning through a joint while sipping a cup full... Continue Reading →
*Side Note* - The poem below is a piece I wrote during a recent relapse with alcohol. I wanted to post this in light of my 3 months of sobriety as of now. Life can always change as long as you put your mind to it! Please enjoy 💜 What is this existence all for... Continue Reading →
Better get this money, Some honeys, Guns for you to start bucking, Everybody hating by the hundreds... A motto, Many live by. Won't swallow their pride, Trying to get by. Sly! Packing a hollow, For anyone solid without an eye for a model, Nor a bottle... "I'm high!..." All over their mind, When I wouldn't... Continue Reading →
I am a man of God's word, Not a God of Man's word. Especially, During a time where my demons intend to master! Any control they may have had over me... I've had to break a promise or two while sobering, From past rendezvous I couldn't pass up where I've lowered these, Glittering eyes I... Continue Reading →
Ever wanted to leave a note, Just in case? A simple note just saying, "Hey, I'm sorry for doing what I did. I didn't mean to keep drinking those drinks, Even though I knew I probably wouldn't wake up again..." I know, So grim. But, You never know which bottle that'll put you to sleep... Continue Reading →
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