"I coin a phrase, For me to change, And pay for my sinz…" – m3l0dic
Isn’t it scary?How other’s label one’s search for love as,A victim’s mentality?What if,I just needed a hug no matter how glad I am to be,Me?What if,I just needed the company of a friend,Instead of,The company of my demons?... Nonetheless,I move on.With the power of God.Because,Each and every time I cry,God never fails to give me... Continue Reading →
Hard to be impressed when you're elevated past the present plane.I'm more so pressed by the nerve of anyone trying to stunt my future growth for their own hit of fame.See,I don't care about anything,Nor,Anybody politicking over politicians when it's our heart that's missing.I only care about the rhythm I am instilling while ascending past... Continue Reading →
Gratitude,For this second chance in life God allowed me to receive,Even if my wounds are still bleeding,Profusely.Why?Because,It is all in our minds,The Pain we cry!Over…I just couldn’t see that truth till I began to move forward,And,Love myself enough to,Get sober… Thank you,God!
Talking to other people is harder than it looks.Especially,When you’re devoured by a need to change whether it be,Your current scenery,That same t-shirt you’ve worn for the past 4,5 days,Or,Buying Sensodyne instead of Colgate after running out of toothpaste… “Hi!How are you?” “I’m doing good/great,I woke up today!” Really?Are you really doing good,Or,Just ignoring all... Continue Reading →
Sounds of heart monitors consume my ear canals as much as God,Whenever It holds me in contempt.You would think God Itself would be more accepting,Rather than taking the role of your deathly Rosarian,Laying it to rest how it really is.But,I guess even "It" has its moments of hopelessness when you decide to leave God's side.Because,Aren't... Continue Reading →
I hope that it was all worth it in the end! … Because,When push came to shove?I made ends meet while I tried everything to revive our,Love… Even if you kicked and shattered my Glass House,Even if you picked me apart with your doubts,I made it out of that cave of no return without a... Continue Reading →
Laying it all out on a page is rough when draft beers aren’t handy anymore.Trying to breathe and be a better person,But,There is barely any oxygen where I lay my head at night,While pondering my true feelings buried underneath the surface,Of my ailing heart.How,I’ve been crying while this world points and laughs at my pain... Continue Reading →
Ha,Ha,Ha!You go,But,You know!That you’ll fold,While I grow,Into what I was always meant to be,A Poet flowing past an ocean overflown by tears pouring down in,Joy… Just,Go ahead and laugh!At everyone of my mistakes.At every scar on a body I have healed by keeping you away!Because,All you’ve wanted was my presence,But,I’ve kept distant with persistence in... Continue Reading →
Crackles are heard before a yawn first thing in the morning.Yet,What’s risen is a grin in place of grimacing in pain.How?Who knowsJust,A bucket load of faith and beliefs in God not a single demon can shake.Because,What else is He to do after His death wish was answered?That death wish placed upon a character He was... Continue Reading →
Sometimes I look inside of my bathroom mirror,And wonder if I do look like them,The scorn and tyrant,Culprits of my inception… When I gaze upon their actions inside of my mind,I run away and immediately open my eyes… After watching belts and wires being cauterized into my skin continuously,Deprived of a much needed hug and... Continue Reading →
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